今天,我要向我的爱机永别了...w880i..真的很对不起..我真的不是故意的...
我知道我们相伴的日子才刚要接近1周年..想不到你却要离我而去了...
对不起..与你相处的这段时间我真的很快乐...你的3G，蓝牙，彩信，graphic，walkman的功能...
我都很满意...真希望你能陪伴我多些日子..可惜，这似乎是老天的安排..你今天...竟然不小心地..
被我弄掉进水里和脏衣一起“沐浴”了...但是你放心..我绝对不会让你白白丧命的...你别担心你牺牲后..
没人再“照顾”我了..放心..你的同门师弟...S.E.SATIO将会继承你的意志...继续为我服务...
下辈子有缘再见...w88oi...请安息...我爱你
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Saturday, March 27, 2010
to:佩茵
两年前....我还记得清清楚楚..那是我们在netlog相遇了...
本来还以为只是add了你..只可能只是多一个名字出现在我朋友的名单里..
彼此之间会一直保持着沉默无言的状态..因为我不敢主动和陌生的女生聊天说话...
岂知你..突然寄来了一封私人消息..感谢我和你成为了好友...因此我..也终于动手回你的信了...
随着时间一点一滴逐渐地过去..我们的感情也逐渐变得越来越好..话题也越来越多..
接着我们还交换了联络号码..本来还打算出来见面...虽然不成..但是我还是记得那天...
我在msn里向你告白..你没答应但也没拒绝..只是一直说不懂...接着我就一直等...
等待那天的到来...等到半途中..我承认..我是有喜欢到别的女生...并且还跟她告白...
不过最终我还是选择与那女孩分开...因为我心里始终只有你...你也似乎不在意...
继续让我等...结果..你最终接受了我...还跟我说你爱我...我真的很开心..不过..
不久以后的某天..你就开始不回我的信息了...于是我也不烦你..以为你可能在忙着考试...
或是电话又像上次没钱了...哪知道在今天我在fb看见你写的那些东西..写着"一开始信息你就有
女朋友了，为什么不说，一切都是谎言..."之类的...我不知道你是不是在写我..还是已经背叛了我..
在写别人...但是如果你写的那人真的是我的话...我敢对天发誓，我绝对没有女朋友...而如果那是别人..
我就真是无言了...茵...一直以来...与我交往过的女生当中...你是我唯一真心对待的..也是唯一一位..
让我忍不住流泪的......我的宝贝梁佩茵......永别了...希望你找到....
一位比我更能让你幸福、高兴、快乐的男生...私はあなたを爱します...
本来还以为只是add了你..只可能只是多一个名字出现在我朋友的名单里..
彼此之间会一直保持着沉默无言的状态..因为我不敢主动和陌生的女生聊天说话...
岂知你..突然寄来了一封私人消息..感谢我和你成为了好友...因此我..也终于动手回你的信了...
随着时间一点一滴逐渐地过去..我们的感情也逐渐变得越来越好..话题也越来越多..
接着我们还交换了联络号码..本来还打算出来见面...虽然不成..但是我还是记得那天...
我在msn里向你告白..你没答应但也没拒绝..只是一直说不懂...接着我就一直等...
等待那天的到来...等到半途中..我承认..我是有喜欢到别的女生...并且还跟她告白...
不过最终我还是选择与那女孩分开...因为我心里始终只有你...你也似乎不在意...
继续让我等...结果..你最终接受了我...还跟我说你爱我...我真的很开心..不过..
不久以后的某天..你就开始不回我的信息了...于是我也不烦你..以为你可能在忙着考试...
或是电话又像上次没钱了...哪知道在今天我在fb看见你写的那些东西..写着"一开始信息你就有
女朋友了，为什么不说，一切都是谎言..."之类的...我不知道你是不是在写我..还是已经背叛了我..
在写别人...但是如果你写的那人真的是我的话...我敢对天发誓，我绝对没有女朋友...而如果那是别人..
我就真是无言了...茵...一直以来...与我交往过的女生当中...你是我唯一真心对待的..也是唯一一位..
让我忍不住流泪的......我的宝贝梁佩茵......永别了...希望你找到....
一位比我更能让你幸福、高兴、快乐的男生...私はあなたを爱します...
Friday, March 12, 2010
闷
今天又过了一天没意义的日子，上完课后。去上联课史地学会...
结果还以为最后一天会有什么较特别的活动，没想到还是一样..
那只母狗办正义在那边吠..唉~
我真的很顶不顺她..不就是吵了点罢了嘛~~需要一直在那边吠个不停咩？
是，我们是吵了点。不过又不是在上课啦！！！只是投票选个老牙会服罢了嘛！！！
他妈的狗娘就在那边比广播电台还大声的叫！！以为自己是大狗就大完咩！？
有种就去跟路边的野狗XX啦！！不是说我想用人身攻击讽刺你，而是你逼我的！！！
全校里面我最顶不顺的学长只有你还有你那个狗上司罢了！！！
真期待有一天全校的学生把你绑着当烧猪来考！！！反正你的身材也跟烧猪没差吧~？？
算了..换个话题..一直提起这只狗会使我发疯的...
下午takahasi请我去网咖玩电脑..结果玩到约十分钟时我老妈就打来告诉我她已经
来到学校食堂了..无奈..我只好和takahasi跑着回学校..（因为事先我没告诉老妈
我在网咖，给她知道我就死定了==）结果takahasi跑到一半时突然没力了..我为了
保住自己的“性命”，就连一声再见或谢谢也没向他说的就如讯雷似的跑回了学校..
在这借此向takahasi道歉，请你原谅~T.T
晚上时，与大姐和她朋友去吃pizzahut..
老姐说我要点什么就尽情点..反正是她朋友请客...
所以..嘿嘿..我也“恭敬不如从命”了~^^
另外，听老妈说明天可能去位于吉兰丹的大舅家玩几天..
好期待与表兄弟姐妹们团圆..毕竟已经有几年没见面了...
好想念他们噢...
结果还以为最后一天会有什么较特别的活动，没想到还是一样..
那只母狗办正义在那边吠..唉~
我真的很顶不顺她..不就是吵了点罢了嘛~~需要一直在那边吠个不停咩？
是，我们是吵了点。不过又不是在上课啦！！！只是投票选个老牙会服罢了嘛！！！
他妈的狗娘就在那边比广播电台还大声的叫！！以为自己是大狗就大完咩！？
有种就去跟路边的野狗XX啦！！不是说我想用人身攻击讽刺你，而是你逼我的！！！
全校里面我最顶不顺的学长只有你还有你那个狗上司罢了！！！
真期待有一天全校的学生把你绑着当烧猪来考！！！反正你的身材也跟烧猪没差吧~？？
算了..换个话题..一直提起这只狗会使我发疯的...
下午takahasi请我去网咖玩电脑..结果玩到约十分钟时我老妈就打来告诉我她已经
来到学校食堂了..无奈..我只好和takahasi跑着回学校..（因为事先我没告诉老妈
我在网咖，给她知道我就死定了==）结果takahasi跑到一半时突然没力了..我为了
保住自己的“性命”，就连一声再见或谢谢也没向他说的就如讯雷似的跑回了学校..
在这借此向takahasi道歉，请你原谅~T.T
晚上时，与大姐和她朋友去吃pizzahut..
老姐说我要点什么就尽情点..反正是她朋友请客...
所以..嘿嘿..我也“恭敬不如从命”了~^^
另外，听老妈说明天可能去位于吉兰丹的大舅家玩几天..
好期待与表兄弟姐妹们团圆..毕竟已经有几年没见面了...
好想念他们噢...
Thursday, February 25, 2010
26th-feb-2010
Finally..i understood the meanin of tis proverb..“if u truely lov someone..u won't reali hav to possess him/her..u will onli wish to see him/her hapi..n u wil be satisfied..”
yesterday i hav confessed to a gal..she was my skulmate..we hav known each other for about 1 yr...we both are in the volleyball school team...she n i seldom chat in skul..but we get along quite well..i will always remember tat day..she hide behind my bck..hidin from the sunlite..cute isn't it..XD
N she oways complainin me hittin the ball too strong..she cnt catch it...n the times i'm acting like the coach teachin her hw to play..those unforgettable memories..
i hav seen her datin with her bf's one by one with my own eyes...n i onli hope she's hapi..tatz all..but i also c her broked up with them one by one..which is oso i hope she won't date with other boys again..cos i knw when she broke up with them..she is quite upset..i dun wish to c tat......i reali hope her nxt bf is me..cos i think im the one who can giv her hapiness...but...maybe nt...i knw i'm nt fit to be her bf..
i mean..i cnt reali take gud care of her cos im livin in a hostel..i cnt go out..i cnt oways accompany her...so after i confess...i told her.."i knw im nt fit..sry.."
she said..."nvm..at least we cn stil be frenz.." Nw tatz the onli thing i nid to hear...im oredi satisfied with tat answer...nt hopin for anymore stuff....
n watz more..although my confess has failed AGAIN tis time..i manage to at least
get a "CONSOLE PRIZE"..she's nw currently my female confidant..she allows me to share some of her n mine's secret with her... tis is oredi her limit..wat more cn i ask for anyway..?I... hope i cn always be by herside...whenever she nidz me..i will share her feelins no matter when or whr...n i wil oways lend my shoulder to her.....i promise...xxxx....I LOV U...
终于..我了解到了"爱一个人..不一定要拥有她..而是要看到她快乐.."这道理...
昨天，我和一个女生告白了..她是我的同学..我们相识有大约一年了..她和我一样是学校的
排球校队代表..虽然她和我很少聊天..但我们彼此之间相处的还不错..还记得以前..她曾在打球时间时躲在我背后..
躲着刺眼的阳光...那时侯我就突然开始觉得她很可爱...
还有..还记得她时常她时常对我抱怨说球打得太大力..她接不到..还有我时常模仿教练教她如何开球....
那些美好的记忆..我都无法忘记...
我曾亲眼见证过她跟她一个个男友一起约会..拍拖..而我只是希望她快乐..就只是这样..但我也亲眼看见她和一个个男友分手..所以我也产生了不想她再和别的男生交往这想法..因为我知道..每当她和她的男友分手时..她都会很伤心..而我最不想看到她伤心....所以我很希望她的下位男友是我..因为我自认为我就是能带给她幸福和快乐的男人..
但..也许是我太自恋了...我不可能当一个好男友..因为我知道我是一名宿舍生..我无法时时刻刻在她身边陪伴着她..所以我在跟她告白之后..我就说"对不起..我知道我不配.."
她说“没关系，至少我们还可以做朋友..”听了这句话后，我就觉得这就够了..我已经很满足了..
况且...虽然我的告白再次的失败了..但我至少得到了一个“安慰奖”...目前..她已是我的红颜知己..她允许我与她俩之间互相分享一些心事...这已经是她的极限了...我还想要求什么呢？？
我..真的希望能一直待在她身边..无论何时..只要她需要我时..我都愿意与她分享心事..愿意做她永远的听众..亦愿意随时借个肩膀给她靠...XX..我爱你..
yesterday i hav confessed to a gal..she was my skulmate..we hav known each other for about 1 yr...we both are in the volleyball school team...she n i seldom chat in skul..but we get along quite well..i will always remember tat day..she hide behind my bck..hidin from the sunlite..cute isn't it..XD
N she oways complainin me hittin the ball too strong..she cnt catch it...n the times i'm acting like the coach teachin her hw to play..those unforgettable memories..
i hav seen her datin with her bf's one by one with my own eyes...n i onli hope she's hapi..tatz all..but i also c her broked up with them one by one..which is oso i hope she won't date with other boys again..cos i knw when she broke up with them..she is quite upset..i dun wish to c tat......i reali hope her nxt bf is me..cos i think im the one who can giv her hapiness...but...maybe nt...i knw i'm nt fit to be her bf..
i mean..i cnt reali take gud care of her cos im livin in a hostel..i cnt go out..i cnt oways accompany her...so after i confess...i told her.."i knw im nt fit..sry.."
she said..."nvm..at least we cn stil be frenz.." Nw tatz the onli thing i nid to hear...im oredi satisfied with tat answer...nt hopin for anymore stuff....
n watz more..although my confess has failed AGAIN tis time..i manage to at least
get a "CONSOLE PRIZE"..she's nw currently my female confidant..she allows me to share some of her n mine's secret with her... tis is oredi her limit..wat more cn i ask for anyway..?I... hope i cn always be by herside...whenever she nidz me..i will share her feelins no matter when or whr...n i wil oways lend my shoulder to her.....i promise...xxxx....I LOV U...
终于..我了解到了"爱一个人..不一定要拥有她..而是要看到她快乐.."这道理...
昨天，我和一个女生告白了..她是我的同学..我们相识有大约一年了..她和我一样是学校的
排球校队代表..虽然她和我很少聊天..但我们彼此之间相处的还不错..还记得以前..她曾在打球时间时躲在我背后..
躲着刺眼的阳光...那时侯我就突然开始觉得她很可爱...
还有..还记得她时常她时常对我抱怨说球打得太大力..她接不到..还有我时常模仿教练教她如何开球....
那些美好的记忆..我都无法忘记...
我曾亲眼见证过她跟她一个个男友一起约会..拍拖..而我只是希望她快乐..就只是这样..但我也亲眼看见她和一个个男友分手..所以我也产生了不想她再和别的男生交往这想法..因为我知道..每当她和她的男友分手时..她都会很伤心..而我最不想看到她伤心....所以我很希望她的下位男友是我..因为我自认为我就是能带给她幸福和快乐的男人..
但..也许是我太自恋了...我不可能当一个好男友..因为我知道我是一名宿舍生..我无法时时刻刻在她身边陪伴着她..所以我在跟她告白之后..我就说"对不起..我知道我不配.."
她说“没关系，至少我们还可以做朋友..”听了这句话后，我就觉得这就够了..我已经很满足了..
况且...虽然我的告白再次的失败了..但我至少得到了一个“安慰奖”...目前..她已是我的红颜知己..她允许我与她俩之间互相分享一些心事...这已经是她的极限了...我还想要求什么呢？？
我..真的希望能一直待在她身边..无论何时..只要她需要我时..我都愿意与她分享心事..愿意做她永远的听众..亦愿意随时借个肩膀给她靠...XX..我爱你..
12th.Jan.2010
Remember las time i said i hav a "WIFE"?? Well..maybe i was too naive..it was all juz a dream...she n i hav finali broke up..the commitment n agreement we made has turn to dust..She doesn't lov me anymore...she havn't cal me nor message me for a long time..
n when i cal her..she juz talk with me for onli bout' 2 minutes...n hanged up herself..
even without sayin gudbye..finali..i could not bear tis pain anymore..i wanna find out wad the hell is she doin..i ask her.."do u stil lov me at all??do u stil cherish me nor even think of me at all??wad am i nw to u in ur heart??" Unexpectly..she actually answer..."no..im busy lately..i hav no time to think of u..n lastly..i onli take u as a frend nw..tatz all.."
Thx to her..my heart has once again been lacerate..i hate u GAN WEN TING..i reali hate u..u made up a lot of promise to me..u said u wil lov me for as long as u cn..but tat seems to be a bunch of bullshit..eh?
I reali wan to knw..is god makin fun of me...?every of my love ends like tis..am i a toy or wad...?Who in tis world stil care nor lov me at all..i dunno..maybe..non at all....two yrs ago..the same thing hapened...long lasting tears falled from my eyes..
but nw..no..nt anymore..my tears has dried up...cos i wont let it fall out of my eye for a damn kinda woman like tis...
还记得上次我曾说过我有个“妻子”吗？？似乎..是我太天真了..一切原来只是一场梦..她和我终于分手收场了..
我们之间所曾经立下的承诺和约定..已化成了一堆灰尘..她已经不爱我了..很久连一通电话甚至信息都没打给我了..
而当我打电话给他时..她只和我聊了两分钟..便挂了电话..连一声再见都不说..终于..我忍受不了了..我要知道他到底在搞什么鬼..我问她：“你还爱我的吗？你到底有没有想我？有没有珍惜过我的？我究竟在你的心里还算什么？？”
想不到..她竟然回答说..“不，我很忙，没时间想你..还有..我现在只把你当作好友..就这样..”
多亏她..我的心又再次被割伤..我真的很恨你..颜雯婷..我真的恨你..你答应过我会爱我爱到天长地久..但是那似乎只是一堆谎言。.对吧？
我真的很想知道..神是否在戏弄我...？每次我的恋爱..都会落得如此的结局..难道是个玩偶不成？这世上还有谁关心我/爱我...我不知道..也许..简直没有..两年前..同样的事情曾发生..我的眼珠曾流出非常长久的泪水...但现在..不了..我的泪水已干..不会再为这种人流泪...决不会...
n when i cal her..she juz talk with me for onli bout' 2 minutes...n hanged up herself..
even without sayin gudbye..finali..i could not bear tis pain anymore..i wanna find out wad the hell is she doin..i ask her.."do u stil lov me at all??do u stil cherish me nor even think of me at all??wad am i nw to u in ur heart??" Unexpectly..she actually answer..."no..im busy lately..i hav no time to think of u..n lastly..i onli take u as a frend nw..tatz all.."
Thx to her..my heart has once again been lacerate..i hate u GAN WEN TING..i reali hate u..u made up a lot of promise to me..u said u wil lov me for as long as u cn..but tat seems to be a bunch of bullshit..eh?
I reali wan to knw..is god makin fun of me...?every of my love ends like tis..am i a toy or wad...?Who in tis world stil care nor lov me at all..i dunno..maybe..non at all....two yrs ago..the same thing hapened...long lasting tears falled from my eyes..
but nw..no..nt anymore..my tears has dried up...cos i wont let it fall out of my eye for a damn kinda woman like tis...
还记得上次我曾说过我有个“妻子”吗？？似乎..是我太天真了..一切原来只是一场梦..她和我终于分手收场了..
我们之间所曾经立下的承诺和约定..已化成了一堆灰尘..她已经不爱我了..很久连一通电话甚至信息都没打给我了..
而当我打电话给他时..她只和我聊了两分钟..便挂了电话..连一声再见都不说..终于..我忍受不了了..我要知道他到底在搞什么鬼..我问她：“你还爱我的吗？你到底有没有想我？有没有珍惜过我的？我究竟在你的心里还算什么？？”
想不到..她竟然回答说..“不，我很忙，没时间想你..还有..我现在只把你当作好友..就这样..”
多亏她..我的心又再次被割伤..我真的很恨你..颜雯婷..我真的恨你..你答应过我会爱我爱到天长地久..但是那似乎只是一堆谎言。.对吧？
我真的很想知道..神是否在戏弄我...？每次我的恋爱..都会落得如此的结局..难道是个玩偶不成？这世上还有谁关心我/爱我...我不知道..也许..简直没有..两年前..同样的事情曾发生..我的眼珠曾流出非常长久的泪水...但现在..不了..我的泪水已干..不会再为这种人流泪...决不会...
Sunday, December 20, 2009
21-dec-09
alast,for over 14 yrz...i thought a guy like me will stay single 4 life...
since 2 yrz ago i have broke up with my ex,i hav stayed single until nw...
the pain of breaking up was really unbearable,it still pain until now...it is just like the feelin of livin in hell...an unextinguishable fire was burning all over my body..but until a few dayz ago,a lite of hope has shone into my heart..She saved me in the hell full of merciless fire..she was my wife..she was willin to wait 4 me until we meet..i dunno the wordz she said is true or not..but i will beliv it..because she is my wife..she's the onli 1 who luv's me in dis world other than my parents...i won't say out her name..cause i promised her not to say it out to anyone else..i hope we can be 2geder 4ever even though if tornado strikes,volcano explode,tsunami hapens,even if the world meets the end...we will still be 2geder..for days,for months,for yrs,for century n 4ever...
14年了。。我还以为像我这样的男人会永远孤单一辈子。。。
自从两年前我和前任年女友分手以后，我一直都保持着单身至今。。。
分手的伤痛真的无法忍受，那伤痛还一直痛到现在。。。感觉真像是活在地狱似的。。有着一股无法熄灭的火焰一直在燃烧着我的身体。。。但在几天前，一盏有着希望的灯光照进了我的心。。她把我从那充满着无情火焰的地狱救出来。。她，就是我的妻子。。她说愿意等我直到我们见面为止。。。我不知道她所说的一切是否真假。。但我依然会相信她。。。因为她是我的妻子。。。她是唯一一个除了家人之外爱我的人。。我不想透入她的姓名，因为我答应乐她不会想任何人公开我们的感情。。。我希望我们能永远在一起。。即使台风出现，火山爆发，海啸发生，甚至世界末日。。。我们依然会永远在一起。。。一天，一月，一年，一世纪，一辈子。。我们依然在一起。。
since 2 yrz ago i have broke up with my ex,i hav stayed single until nw...
the pain of breaking up was really unbearable,it still pain until now...it is just like the feelin of livin in hell...an unextinguishable fire was burning all over my body..but until a few dayz ago,a lite of hope has shone into my heart..She saved me in the hell full of merciless fire..she was my wife..she was willin to wait 4 me until we meet..i dunno the wordz she said is true or not..but i will beliv it..because she is my wife..she's the onli 1 who luv's me in dis world other than my parents...i won't say out her name..cause i promised her not to say it out to anyone else..i hope we can be 2geder 4ever even though if tornado strikes,volcano explode,tsunami hapens,even if the world meets the end...we will still be 2geder..for days,for months,for yrs,for century n 4ever...
14年了。。我还以为像我这样的男人会永远孤单一辈子。。。
自从两年前我和前任年女友分手以后，我一直都保持着单身至今。。。
分手的伤痛真的无法忍受，那伤痛还一直痛到现在。。。感觉真像是活在地狱似的。。有着一股无法熄灭的火焰一直在燃烧着我的身体。。。但在几天前，一盏有着希望的灯光照进了我的心。。她把我从那充满着无情火焰的地狱救出来。。她，就是我的妻子。。她说愿意等我直到我们见面为止。。。我不知道她所说的一切是否真假。。但我依然会相信她。。。因为她是我的妻子。。。她是唯一一个除了家人之外爱我的人。。我不想透入她的姓名，因为我答应乐她不会想任何人公开我们的感情。。。我希望我们能永远在一起。。即使台风出现，火山爆发，海啸发生，甚至世界末日。。。我们依然会永远在一起。。。一天，一月，一年，一世纪，一辈子。。我们依然在一起。。
Saturday, November 7, 2009
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