Finally..i understood the meanin of tis proverb..“if u truely lov someone..u won't reali hav to possess him/her..u will onli wish to see him/her hapi..n u wil be satisfied..”
yesterday i hav confessed to a gal..she was my skulmate..we hav known each other for about 1 yr...we both are in the volleyball school team...she n i seldom chat in skul..but we get along quite well..i will always remember tat day..she hide behind my bck..hidin from the sunlite..cute isn't it..XD
N she oways complainin me hittin the ball too strong..she cnt catch it...n the times i'm acting like the coach teachin her hw to play..those unforgettable memories..
i hav seen her datin with her bf's one by one with my own eyes...n i onli hope she's hapi..tatz all..but i also c her broked up with them one by one..which is oso i hope she won't date with other boys again..cos i knw when she broke up with them..she is quite upset..i dun wish to c tat......i reali hope her nxt bf is me..cos i think im the one who can giv her hapiness...but...maybe nt...i knw i'm nt fit to be her bf..
i mean..i cnt reali take gud care of her cos im livin in a hostel..i cnt go out..i cnt oways accompany her...so after i confess...i told her.."i knw im nt fit..sry.."
she said..."nvm..at least we cn stil be frenz.." Nw tatz the onli thing i nid to hear...im oredi satisfied with tat answer...nt hopin for anymore stuff....
n watz more..although my confess has failed AGAIN tis time..i manage to at least
get a "CONSOLE PRIZE"..she's nw currently my female confidant..she allows me to share some of her n mine's secret with her... tis is oredi her limit..wat more cn i ask for anyway..?I... hope i cn always be by herside...whenever she nidz me..i will share her feelins no matter when or whr...n i wil oways lend my shoulder to her.....i promise...xxxx....I LOV U...
终于..我了解到了"爱一个人..不一定要拥有她..而是要看到她快乐.."这道理...
昨天，我和一个女生告白了..她是我的同学..我们相识有大约一年了..她和我一样是学校的
排球校队代表..虽然她和我很少聊天..但我们彼此之间相处的还不错..还记得以前..她曾在打球时间时躲在我背后..
躲着刺眼的阳光...那时侯我就突然开始觉得她很可爱...
还有..还记得她时常她时常对我抱怨说球打得太大力..她接不到..还有我时常模仿教练教她如何开球....
那些美好的记忆..我都无法忘记...
我曾亲眼见证过她跟她一个个男友一起约会..拍拖..而我只是希望她快乐..就只是这样..但我也亲眼看见她和一个个男友分手..所以我也产生了不想她再和别的男生交往这想法..因为我知道..每当她和她的男友分手时..她都会很伤心..而我最不想看到她伤心....所以我很希望她的下位男友是我..因为我自认为我就是能带给她幸福和快乐的男人..
但..也许是我太自恋了...我不可能当一个好男友..因为我知道我是一名宿舍生..我无法时时刻刻在她身边陪伴着她..所以我在跟她告白之后..我就说"对不起..我知道我不配.."
她说“没关系，至少我们还可以做朋友..”听了这句话后，我就觉得这就够了..我已经很满足了..
况且...虽然我的告白再次的失败了..但我至少得到了一个“安慰奖”...目前..她已是我的红颜知己..她允许我与她俩之间互相分享一些心事...这已经是她的极限了...我还想要求什么呢？？
我..真的希望能一直待在她身边..无论何时..只要她需要我时..我都愿意与她分享心事..愿意做她永远的听众..亦愿意随时借个肩膀给她靠...XX..我爱你..
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