Remember las time i said i hav a "WIFE"?? Well..maybe i was too naive..it was all juz a dream...she n i hav finali broke up..the commitment n agreement we made has turn to dust..She doesn't lov me anymore...she havn't cal me nor message me for a long time..
n when i cal her..she juz talk with me for onli bout' 2 minutes...n hanged up herself..
even without sayin gudbye..finali..i could not bear tis pain anymore..i wanna find out wad the hell is she doin..i ask her.."do u stil lov me at all??do u stil cherish me nor even think of me at all??wad am i nw to u in ur heart??" Unexpectly..she actually answer..."no..im busy lately..i hav no time to think of u..n lastly..i onli take u as a frend nw..tatz all.."
Thx to her..my heart has once again been lacerate..i hate u GAN WEN TING..i reali hate u..u made up a lot of promise to me..u said u wil lov me for as long as u cn..but tat seems to be a bunch of bullshit..eh?
I reali wan to knw..is god makin fun of me...?every of my love ends like tis..am i a toy or wad...?Who in tis world stil care nor lov me at all..i dunno..maybe..non at all....two yrs ago..the same thing hapened...long lasting tears falled from my eyes..
but nw..no..nt anymore..my tears has dried up...cos i wont let it fall out of my eye for a damn kinda woman like tis...
还记得上次我曾说过我有个“妻子”吗？？似乎..是我太天真了..一切原来只是一场梦..她和我终于分手收场了..
我们之间所曾经立下的承诺和约定..已化成了一堆灰尘..她已经不爱我了..很久连一通电话甚至信息都没打给我了..
而当我打电话给他时..她只和我聊了两分钟..便挂了电话..连一声再见都不说..终于..我忍受不了了..我要知道他到底在搞什么鬼..我问她：“你还爱我的吗？你到底有没有想我？有没有珍惜过我的？我究竟在你的心里还算什么？？”
想不到..她竟然回答说..“不，我很忙，没时间想你..还有..我现在只把你当作好友..就这样..”
多亏她..我的心又再次被割伤..我真的很恨你..颜雯婷..我真的恨你..你答应过我会爱我爱到天长地久..但是那似乎只是一堆谎言。.对吧？
我真的很想知道..神是否在戏弄我...？每次我的恋爱..都会落得如此的结局..难道是个玩偶不成？这世上还有谁关心我/爱我...我不知道..也许..简直没有..两年前..同样的事情曾发生..我的眼珠曾流出非常长久的泪水...但现在..不了..我的泪水已干..不会再为这种人流泪...决不会...
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